Life

  Yeah, I know it's Christmas, and I should be happy, but I'm not. I feel like my world and my life are crashing all around me, and there are people who are my friends, but they have no idea what I'm going through in my head because I don't talk about it on social media. There is one person I want to tell what's going on, but he's not really talking to me, and I don't put the blame on him, but I'm a mess. It's hard for me to tell people what's going on, even if I trust them, because it's hard.

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  Tyler Boone rocking some sweet cords with  the amazing  326ce Baritone acoustic from Taylor Guitars   https://www.tiktok.com/@tylerbooner/video/6944763147400121606?lang=en&is_copy_url=0&is_from_webapp=v2&sender_device=pc&sender_web_id=6897582571544249862

I know im supposed to be happy and it's 2021 but I feel so alone and I think I have depression because I sometimes have problem telling people what really going on with me because they think I'm okay but I'm not I pretend to be happy I just wish that someone just look at me and see that I'm not truly happy with myself where my life is going and I can never get the guy I want especially when he calls you a fan in front of other people that I don't know I thought we were friends. I need help please someone help me, as I get older it gets harder to open up to people about who I really am because the truth is I've never been really been in love and never had a boyfriend but I act like I do even though I don't.